how to know if i am ready for marriage?

salam girliesss. i know this question gets posted a lot on here so please feel free to remove if this topic isn't allowed. i wanted to get some input on my situation. i am in my mid twenties, and have been seriously searching for marriage, and wondering if i am ready. i really would love to get married insha allah, but i am not entirely sure what i am looking for. i have the basics, like i want someone kind, but i'm not sure how to recognize that in a potential, if that makes sense? i also have a very low opinion of myself, a lot of times i feel like no one would want to marry me or that i shouldn't have standards and just accept anyone who comes my way, and don't know of this will affect the search. i'm also not entirely sure what topics should be discussed beforehand, or really what my expectations are in a marriage.
i look up common marriage questions online, but i don't know how to answer them myself. for example, where i would see myself in 5 years. when talking to people i feel anxious and feel like i try to impress them, or worry about saying the wrong thing.

i will admit i am getting a lot of my standards for what i want in a partner from pinterest and social media. i loveee looking up couples goals, and watching couples content online. i really would want my marriage to look like that insha allah, but i don't know how to achieve this or whether that's even possible. like i want to go on dates, hold hands, pray together, cook together, etc.

what are yall's thoughts? jazak allah khair 💕