Total revision

Hello!
Before i met my sp, i wrote a list of traits and adjectives, he was almost exactly that down to the physical details. We were together for a few years and the relationship, while lovely, it was very rocky.
Now broken up, trying to revise everything and manifest our relationship to be secure and free of any rocks and pebbles, i thought, what if i revise the whole thing like it never existed and pretend he is my crush i know nothing about and rewrite the traits? I thought this would make it easier to visualise as it feels weird and hard to believe that we could have a secure relationship with no fights.

I was going to ask if this is overboard or what could be the bad parts of something like this? Thanks a lot!