Jerking off to my IRL friends’ sexual encounters

39M. I am friends with 4 different women who have all put me in the friendzone and who have rejected me at different points. I’ve accepted just being their friend and gooning to their social media.

Every now and then when they have dates they will fill me in on details over the phone. Whenever they do, I always start beating off, hearing about how they got fucked. I don’t think they know because they would probably be grossed out. I try and keep my voice normal as I’m jerking it to their details of the guys fat cock slamming into their pussy from behind and then shooting his load on her back.

One of these women I met from a previous job and is in her 60s. She’s newly divorced and recently told me a story of blowing a guy in his car on their second date. I nutted quick to that one.