I have a wife, I love cock, and she knows it.

I'm 30 years old, I have a wife. I've been with her for a very long time. We started dating during college. Regarding sex/fucking, it was beyond normal, I have a high libido, and my wife was like a pornstar.

However, time has taken its toll, and we've begun exploring our sex lives and seeking new stimuli.

It started innocently - we both come from conservative families/cultures, to a greater or lesser extent. We both have art degrees, so despite being raised in a culture of sin, we've rejected these concepts. We began questioning the idea of ​​one sexual partner for life, questioning monogamy. And that's where the idea for Threesome was born. As I mentioned earlier, we explored our sexuality, among other things, by searching for kinky sex and watching porn together.

We watch lesbian porn/gay porn/threesome bisexual porn/shemale porn, pansexual porn, etc., everything that goes beyond the boundaries of classic straight couple vanilla sex porn.

And here's the question: we want an MMF Threesome in the next six months.

I have a wife, I love cock, and she knows it! However, for a long time I probably repressed it or wasn't aware that you could be bisexual and that's okay.

However, the more we explored our sexuality, it turned out that it was always there in me. As a young teenager, I worked summer jobs at a company where it was really hard physical labor. After the second shift, when we went to the shower, there was a guy dripping with testosterone. He was a big guy, with big hands, tall, hairy, and when he got in the shower, he would soap himself up, my dick dripping. At the time, I was convinced it was hormones and that I was straight because I was flirting with girls, loved eating pussy, etc. So how could I possibly afford to see a guy in the shower? And in the evenings before bed, I'd jerk off to him soaping his hairy ass and imagine me kneeling there, licking his hole, and then he'd pee on me, and we'd go back to work like nothing had happened. And there were a few such situations with other guys during my adolescence. Time passed. Those thoughts vanished. Constantly new experiences with girls/women-all with one hundred percent commitment. I could lick pussy for hours, I love tits, I love girls. However, I didn't know I could be just as interested in sexual relations with men. Currently, I'm only interested in romantic relationships with my wife (cis women) but sexually, I know the spectrum is wide, and I accept that, and I know it's okay.

The more I thought about it, the more I remembered. The first porn movie I ever watched as a teenager-the blowjob scene-stayed with me the most, and I know I went crazy, I wanted to be that slut myself, licking and choking on that damn huge dick. That's how my wife and I decided we wanted a threesome with a guy. However, she suggests I should first have sex with a guy myself to experience it. I've done things like strap-on and dirty talk, licking dildos, and so on. My wife has orgasms; it turns her on, and in some positions with a strap-on, when she rubs her clit, she also orgasms from the stimulation. However, a piece of silicone is one thing, and a horny man who wants to fuck you is quite another. I'm petite, but due to my athletic history, I have bubble butts and a naturally pink, hairless hole, plus a big, thick cock, meaning both sides like CHANEL. My wishlist also includes a lot of things from the pretty fat women I love (my wife is slim), femboy and shemale fucking, gangbangs, and I'd also love to fuck a big guy (im so skinny).However, I know that besides being a fuckboy, I have my side where I'm a submissive slut who wants to be fucked like a spit roast. I want a dick in my ass and in my face. I want to eat cum. I want to feel a big, hairy guy crush me with his weight, how he pant and moaning, I want to smell his scent, the texture of his beard as we make out, and  spiting in my mouth feel him slapping his balls against my tight ass and creampie inside. I also want to suck a thick cock until it cum in my throat. I know that my inner animal is also a cumslut. I'm currently thinking about someone older than me, experienced and well-groomed, but full of passion and empathy. The kind of fuck teacher I should have had in my 20s, but I skipped that stage. I know I have two sides to a coin. I love pussy and being male, but I also want to feel on the other side.

So my question is, how do I start safely?

I know what I want and how it will develop, but I have no experience with the physical aspect. I'd probably like to gradually build my relationship with someone, from learning how to give a blowjob, fingering both ways, showering together, riding, and finally hardcore, etc. Like sex without a condom, cum inside, but I also know the risks. I want to be safe and I don't know whether to start in gay bars or apps? Maybe online. I have no idea, I only know two people in the queer world, and they're distant acquaintances. I won't open up to them. I don't know how to start my journey, but I know time flies, and I crave cock and don't want to wait any longer.

Please give me some advice.