28 going 29 then 30 , holy shit I'm a wizard bro. I used to see memes about them now I'm becoming the meme

Story as old as time
Insecure anxious guy who never actually tried dating, missed so many chances because of fear of rejection and not feeling ready ( good enough to make a woman happy)

Now in my big age it has become worse, the fear is even higher and when i ask women as a joke " what you think if your bf was a virgin " they legit get the ick

You can tell them what if he was a serial killer and it wouldn't be that kind of bad reaction from them lol

I didn't go with a prositutes because i thought it doesn't count

I wanted to do it myself

But im so nervous bruh
I keep saying " next year I will do it " and then I don't

I don't party , i don't smoke, drink, never done drugs, party , in short boring guy