I made brown butter peanut butter brookies (brownie cookies)

I recently went through a traumatic event, and I've been really sad since then. It's gotten to the point where it does affect my day to day life, and I've had trouble reaching out to people. I ended up losing two friends over it. One because she, "doesn't want to be friends with someone who's probably going to be put in a metal hospital", and the other because, "there's no point in being friends with me since I'm just sad all the time". I ended up telling my boyfriend about this, and he felt bad, and told me I didn't deserve to be treated or talked to that way.

Fast forward to last week, and I got really sad while hanging out with my boyfriend. I can't really remember why. He just sat there, and stared at me while I cried. I eventually asked him why he didn't comfort me and he said, "there's no point, you're just going to continue to be sad".

I honestly don't know if I'm overreacting. I asked one of my friends about it, and she said that I'm not owed being comforted. I just know I would comfort someone if they were sad, so I don't understand why I don't get to be comforted.

To clarify, my boyfriend has been a phenomenal boyfriend other than this. I just wish everyone would stop thinking I'm a lost cause. Even if I actually was, I just wish someone would at least pretend to care why I'm sad, and want me to feel better.

I'm too sad apparently