42 [M4M] muscular married 'straight' sub looking for longterm Dom #online

Hi!

42yo muscular 'straight' sub from Europe here. I tried to deny the fact I'm a submissive beta male for a long time - even lied to myself and tried to pretend being a dominant alpha male.

I'm not romantically attracted to men but I feel as a submissive male it's my duty to obey a superior, strict, controlling, dominant man - ideally on a long-term basis - who enjoys to train / mindfuck / mold / break me into his perfect slave. Controlling me, setting up rules I have to follow, making me feel low and beta, training & conditioning me to accept my place.

Willing to document my tasks with vids & pics (without face till trust is built) but in the first place I'm looking for a Master who wants to push this relationship on a deep psychological level, living in my head, breaking me down and building me up as the slave he wants me to be.

Strict orgasm denial is important to push me deeper into subspace.

If you're interested please send me an introduction (what makes this dynamic appealing to you / about your background in D/s, etc.) so I can get an idea about you.