Finding bl manhwa

There's a bl manhwa I am trying to find ....it's a guideverse and one the ml seems to have blonde hair as much I remember......there's a novel of it too.... In this manhwa one of the male lead left the other for some time ....he seemed to run away from him . After running away I think he went to country side and started to live with an old person.. ..he did not want to get caught by the other ml ....this is how much I remember...i read this manhwa a very long time ago