edamame and yogurt. Wife cheated, then left after being together for 12 years. Was a house wife for the last 4 years and still struggling to find work 3 months post. Been doordashing and sleeping on a couch to keep afloat. 



I had to move states because I have no one. It kills me that I’ve been ripped out of my life, we had 2 dogs that were my primary responsibility and now they’re just gone. I’m so disregulated, I have no private space, and I sob for hours at a time (literally as I’m driving for work) everyday.



Recently just found out/accepted that I have cptsd from childhood and have always have issues finding happiness. I didn’t push hard enough to find a good therapist and I know I need to be on some antidepressants but I just could bring myself to keep trying after hitting friction. Can’t really blame her for what she’s done considering what she had to put up with.



Was a software engineer and I’m applying for jobs but it’s not going well, even for part time role. I just don’t know how long i can keep this up or what to do to fix my life. It sucks when you feel like no one cares and you have to post on Reddit for a little help but it’s all I got right now so any advice would be greatly appreciated 

Can’t pick myself up after wife kicked me out