You're gonna want to read this

Tw/ mention of abuse and harassment.

IT'S A LONG REAF BUT I PROMISE IT'S WORTH IT.

I started "manifesting" like 2 or 3 days ago, I put it in quotes because I started reading and learning about it as a practice, how other people do it, how they perceive it and understand it, and here's the thing, it definitely helped but also there's a trap there, because the more you read about it, the more it can make you spiral into a whole world of mythology and superstition, that'll just limit what you are, what you have, and what you will get.

Manifesting just IS, I've always been doing it, so have you, you can have it all, you already have it all.

I've always believed I was special, and that I was destined to great things, since I was a kid, I used to think that I was a fairy, the fairy of nature and animals lol, and that I was god's precious little angel.

the 3D challenged my beliefs a lot, A LOT, I've been through the wringer y'all, and it definetly made me lose sight of what I always thought was true, I also lost my faith from organized religion, so It made everything that I was always so sure about crumble, I wasn't sure of anything anymore to the point where the only certainty that I had is that bad things were gonna happen to me, no matter what.

But I was so wrong, I realized that even if I had spiraled into depression and doubt, there was always this part of me that still hoped, that still believed that I could have it all.

Even with my cynicism and skepticism, even with my very strongly scientific oriented mind. I still had hope.

But what I thought was hope was infact reality, time is non linear, everything happens at the same time. And what I thought was hope, were visualizations, it was my life my "destiny", what was always meant to happen.

Even in the worst moments of my life, at the hight of my mental and physical instability, the endless nights of doubts, ruminating and incessant spiraling, I was still manifesting great things for myself, the doubt definetly troubled my path, but I am such a master manifester that at the end it didn't matter.

Here the part that I think everyone is curious the most about, the list of things that I successfully manifested with extensive explanation on why each manifestation is uniquely impressive :

- one job opportunity after the other, I currently got a job that gives me double the income of my last one, with reasonable hours, and a very nice boss, a job that I had 0 qualifications for, no exaggeration, 0, it is an administrative job, and I went to art school.

- a car, I came from work and my dad was just waiting for me at home, gave me a set of keys and just went, here's your car! Not only did I think I was never in a million year gonna have a car, but I also thought I was a terrible driver that is never gonna sit behind the wheel ever again, guess what, in the few months that I've been driving I've became excellent at it.

- I single handedly gotten rid of my social and health anxiety, what usually takes years of therapy, what was poisoning my life for so long, (and I had extreme forms of both of those illnesses) just went away, and it's not magic by any means, I just started doing the right therapy practices on my own subconsciously, like exposure therapy, which just helped me tremendously.

- every single person that wronged me and made my life hell these last couple years, worst 4 years of my life, have been PAYING THE PRICE, and I'm sooo serious, I've always thought that I was a pure soul and God's (and now the universe's) baby, and even when that belief was completely shattered by a group of extremely abusive individuals, that at some point all gathered and sent me harassment messages when they couldn't see me irl anymore, ALL of them have met a terrible faith (not. death) (lowkey worse), just for reference, my ex which was one of the worst people that I ever had the unfortunate experience of meeting, is now a junkie that is getting married in a train wreck of a 8 month relationship, every single one of his "great" projects have failed, as there's still worse to come for him and for the others, as it was always MEANT to happen, because I am the universe's baby and anyone that dares to do me wrong will pay the price ten fold, and let me go back real quick to what I was saying in the beginning of this post, when you read too much about other people's version of manifestation, you're gonna limit yourself and limit what you will have, you're gonna find that you have to do this and that for it to work, that it's bad to manifest bad things on other people cause it backfires, none of it is true. Manifestation is a science, karma is not, it's a religious belief, I respect everyone's opinion I trully do, but I feel like so many people in here mix so much superstition and religion into a very scientific fact, manifestation is physics, and we sure don't understand it wholly, but you will have and do anything you want if you manifest it period. Believing in anything backfiring is how it happens. Like hear me out here, nothing will ever back fire on me because I am the universe's angel and that's that. The concept of karma directly contradicts manifestation in my opinion. You will have everything you want, just use that knowledge responsibly.

- little follow up to the previous point, I cut all contact with every single person from my past, deleted everything changed my number and stopped frequenting every spot I know I could stumble upon one of the people from my previous life in, so even if I had successfully manifested the misery that I knew was gonna happen to these individuals, there was never a way for me to know, in a whole year, I've didn't stumble upon one single person from my past, not one, even if most of the spots that I used to frequent with these people are all a couple steps from my place of work, but two days ago, i happen to see a girl, the only one that was ever nice to me, and the second she saw me, she was so emotional and couldn't help to update me on the situation of all the people that tormented me, telling me all the bad things that happen to em, and she perfusely apologized for letting it happen and not intervening or being present for me. There are no coincidences.

- I've become so beautiful y'all 😭, I have been receiving ENDLESS compliments, everyday.

- my dad has been so nice to me, he always hated me, out of all my siblings. He beat me, and did some other things that i don't really wanna share, he's always been like that with me particularly, because I remind him of my mom, cuz I look like her, and I always wanted his validation and love, but since I just let go and don't gaf anymore he has been incredibly sweet with me, in a fatherly way, (trust me I know the difference between intentions), it just makes me terribly uncomfortable tho 🥲.

You have it, you have it all, even with the doubts, even with life sometimes throwing curve balls at you, I personally have received many to the point where I was just consumed by misery and hopelessness, I even fell into addiction, I made an attempt on my life. but all I needed was that little glimmer of what I thought was hope but what was actually my future, to comepletely change my life around, I am a completely different person, but at the same time exactly who I was always meant to be, the universe's little angel. And I WILL have everything, all the good that was always meant for me. I decided I will never struggle again, and I haven't.

I still have doubts, a lot of them, and poisonous intrusive thoughts, here's some of them :

- "I'm literally going crazy because of all the things I've been through"

- "I'm a failure and my life has been and is a disaster"

- "I can never have anything that I want, I am meant to suffer for the rest of my life" with this one I even used to seek 3D validation by hearing other people's stories that fell into an endless pit of struggle and never got better, I genuinely used to believe that misery is just meant for certain people, and I was one of them.

-"even if manifestation is real, and it's not, I can't manifest because I am somehow the exception to the rule"

Here's what do, I pay them no mind, I welcome these thoughts but just accept them as inconsequential,

Cause they are. It's better not to avoid them (especially if you have ocd) cause it will make em worse.

Everything I've written is barely 50% of all the 180° DRASTIC changes that were always meant to be. And even with my doubts the universe will keep shocking me with better and better gifts.

Don't limit yourself, again manifestation is a fact, just like gravity, just like time and space, even if we don't completely understand it yet, we are still advancing as a species, and what we thought was magic in the past is now a studiable phenomenon, and you will have everything you desire, as long as it doesn't contradict other laws of physics and science, like growing a third limb or something.

Sorry for the long read, a few closing statements: self concept is important, self love is too, don't limit yourself, visualize what you will have, the stronger the feeling you get when you do, the more it is an indication that what you're seeing and feeling is your future, it's not daydreaming it's a vision. Thank you for reading if you've made it to the end. I genuinely hope it helps you.