[M4F] All I want is for a chick to ruin my orgasms and maybe squeeze my balls without being *weird* about it. Is that really too much to ask for?

“My name is @MonsterStrapOn 1293, but you may call me Princess Serena!!!”

lol

“You do not need to know my name, worm, for you shall address me only as Goddess.”

lol

“Crawl before me, and I promise to melt your mind. Soon, you shall live only for my lash and my scorn. Simply offer me everything, and you shall know exquisite despair . . . “.

Yawn lol

I mean, look. Yeah. I want a chick who will stroke my cock and sometimes stop. One who will maybe let me touch her tits. Possibly occasionally squeeze my balls. Who doesn’t want that?

But again and as always, I found nothing close to what I wanted. Control and hurt seemed, to me to be obviously connected to affection and trust. But what I got from the world at large was instead toxic and just, well, funny. Maybe what I wanted just wasn’t out there.

Maybe I would have to create it.

I sit in my dark room, and I think, and I fret, and I fantasize. Eventually, I pick up my phone. I text you. “Weird idea for you . . . “.

So I like bdsm-y stuff, but only in the context of an affectionate relationship. I’m a switch, so I like complicated power roles. In particular, I’m fond of prompts where I’m coaxed into being dominant. (Maybe peep my “Generous Sister,” prompt.) For this one, though, I thought I’d maybe try the reverse. You are someone I like and I trust, and I’m going to try to coax you into, you know, using me.

As a sub, my kinks are control, especially orgasm control, especially orgasm denial. I like being teased. I’m not super keen on being hurt, though, weirdly, I do like a little testicle discomfort. My limits include, of course, adult-ness. They also include scat or anything in that neighborhood like scents or a2m.