Getting over ex

My ex and I amicably broke up about 4-5 weeks ago. 3 years, He was my best friend and confidante. Ultimately we were incompatible even if we loved each other very much, and I wasn’t ready for a relationship. For example, we are different denominations of Christian that have incompatible theology. He also occasionally showed a mean side that some said was bordering on emotional abuse- I could be the same too to him. When we got along though, it was great.

I have autism and he never made me feel less than for not understanding some things, or being naive. My parents neglected me and he showed me some ways of the world.

I have one friend, and now I just have that friend and my family to talk with. My family am starting to get really lonely. Making and keeping friends is hard when I’m dealing with some physical health issues that tend to come with autism so I and also can barely drive (I live in suburbs) I barely go to church right now for the same reason

Please pray that I have more friendship in my life, that I am a good friend, and I feel through my feelings on this without getting overwhelmed. That Jesus is my consolation and I draw closer to Him during this time

Thank you