27 [F4M] i kinda want to be the one u look for

ive been thinking about how easy it is to get used to someone without even realizing it... like suddenly u notice when theyre quiet, u catch urself wondering what theyre doing, n somehow ur day feels a lil different when theyre not around. i think im starting to like that feeling a little too much. i wanna be the person u randomly think about, the one u hope is gonna message u when ur bored or lying in bed at night. maybe i shouldnt admit that i like having ur attention this much... but i do. n if im being honest, i kinda wanna know how much u notice when im not there hehe