I’m obsessed with my mom

I 18M have been fantasizing about having sex or doing any sexual thing with my mom 45F for a year now. It’s made living in the same house as her very difficult as she almost never wears panties or bras and wears super revealing shorts so I’ve been able to see a lot of her. I just have so many different fantasies with her. We were at the doctors one time and she was in there and the doctor told me to pull my pants down and I did and she stared at my dick wish made we wanna cum on the spot, that’s my favorite thing to think about and fantasize about. I’ve gotten under her and seen her amazing puffy pussy before and it’s so fuckable. I wanna do so so many things to her and talk about her.