More spiral

I'm glad this account exists and none of my family or friends know about it. I'm able to vent my thoughts without worrying about burdening anyone.

I've had multiple breakdowns over the last two days. I don't know why exactly I'm suddenly so much worse.

I know part of my issue is that I'm in love with someone who I know isn't in love with me. Really she just tolerates me.

I know writing here won't ever accomplish anything but at least it's an outlet.