I. Am. A. Cheater…..

If you read this and think that I am selfish and full of myself, I agree! When you are young and think about love as an adult, you never think you'd end up being a cheater, but here I am… and I'm a selfish one at that. I don't want to overshare, but I need to get this out. My first-ever partner (and current) and I are the same sex. They were my first and when we first got together I was completely queer (I thought) anywayyyy I love them and this is the selfish part I also want the opposite sex I crave it fr, idk if it's bc feel like I missed out on the “norm” or I felt like I needed it. So this is the cheating part, I have a store that I go to often, the family that owns it doesn't speak english (idk if this is relivent) but as I mentioned this is a store I go to often and 90% of the time I go with my partner. But to make a long story short bc I'm tipsy the person who
Works at the store found me on Insta they texted me and said that they liked me and I was at a really low point and I
Know my partner wasnt physically attracted to me anymore and this person was showing interest so I entertained it they talk so highly of me. They told me all the things I wanted to hear and I am naïve so I always fall for and every time I’m at work I go and fuk with the opposite sex and I lie to my partner every day and they question me and I say that they’re insecure about it and they tell them they are craxzy and controlling. I know this is manipulative but right now. I don’t care. tipsy I’m trying to read this back and I was just thinking I wanted to tell you about the different language because every time I go there with my partner they low-key get a vibe between me and the person I’m cheating with because we make faces at each other and I always say I don’t know what they’re talking about because you don’t speak the same language. I am a cheater ask me questions