Please Give me healing advice.

26F Indian here ( an aspirant preparing for Government exams and multiple heart breaks and full inferiority complex regarding looks and many more trauma ).

I have been on anti depressants for last 1.5 year and still it is not working. My life is stagnant since 2024 . Idk how to write what i feel please cooperate with me.

And despite 8 hours sound sleep i take 1 to 2 more hours to get out of my bed. I have no strength to live my life whereas I want to live. Every i get disturbed by the heart break and also how my career life destroyed by my parents (ofcourse they were manipulated by my relatives). I was promised by my parents that they will sponsor my higher education like engineering mba if I get excellent score but then they got manipulated by relatives and they forced me to prepare for Government Exams. And with this stress how I can handle this preparation. Please help me any tips.