I think im trans

hey guys i think im trans in the recent years ive been leaning more feminine as ive moved away from my family ive always wanted to be a girl and im liking how people mistake me as a women but recently ive been experiencing gender dysmorphia like i wish that I could just get rid of my genitals my partner has been very supportive over this recently. i just dont have the funds to support estrogen right now and its starting to make me feel depressed do you guys have any advice