To Mean to Put on the EP or Send Directly

Congratulations are due
Because no one makes me ache like you.
A hopeful romantic for all of my life
Nevertheless I can’t get it right.
You’d think I’d given up by now, All the devastation I’ve faced at the hands of a “lover.”
Yet I still dream
Like a child
Before she falls asleep.
Your love is turning me cold
And now my heart is stone.

Never felt so validated
Never known such patience
Never been so understood.

Dear Friends,
I’m trying to move on I swear.
Only because
Every time I reach, he’s not there.
How he slipped through my fingers
Will haunt me for life.
Still I
can’t bare the weight of the words you will choose
To gently declare you were right.
I thought if I learned how to silence the noise
He would stop treating my heart like a toy.

I think we’ve known for a long time kid
You’re on your own
No one will make you feel like he did

So put me back on the shelf
And I’ll keep talking to myself

Really bad for my health.
All you did was make me cry
And doubt myself
it’s you that needs the help

On a side note, I still don’t ever know your government name
Wtf is wrong with me