i wanna quit

i wasn’t made for this. i’d be better off in a lab or working somewhere different all together. some days are great when im in the er and it’s mostly traumas and i enter flow state and i love it, but all the neurocognitive disorders and caregiver abuse and sexual harassment/assault i’ve dealt with is too much for an 18 year old autistic girl getting state vocational rehab and occupational therapy. i was only 16 when i was hired. i started training at 17. i love my job so much and im good at it but im just too sensitive to do this for much longer. please i need advice, i don’t even think i want to eventually become a doctor anymore

sorry for the rant i didn’t know where else to say this and i need advice but i probably sound stupid i’m sorry