somewhat of a small slip up today

Today I sent message intended for my long time friend from work to someone from my hall, and honestly it wasn’t anything inappropriate, just kind of or maybe even super out of character for me.

Usually this wouldn’t be a big deal when you accidentally send the wrong message to someone, but when that wrong someone is a jdub you kinda feel the psychological reins reeling in. It’s scary. I hope I don’t have to keep the mask on any longer… I’ve been feeling so incredibly distant and disconnected that at this point the mask is probably all cracked, and it’s only a matter of time.

Anyways extremely embarrassing for me, i’m just trying to forget about it! I hope someone can relate or may have a similar experience so I don’t feel too bad about this.