Sweaty for no reason

I'm an older gamer, I get I'm not top player material, but I feel this season has become super sweaty and for no apparent reason. I've adjusted my controller settings time and time again, and my shots still just constantly missing. Meanwhile, I'm getting my ass handed to me left right and center. 1, 2 shot kills every match. Only kills I get are bots, my aim is terrible and I can't figure out why.

And for what? This season's sprites are not interesting. The POIs are cool, but the weapons are meh. I feel like the storyline got super stale. I just don't get it.