AITA for spam calling the girl I like?

I (19M) fell for this lovely woman let's call her Luna (19 turning 20F) after we had an instant click, we have a lot in common. We started talking near the end of July and things were going rather well, we learned that we could both use a hug. Her Mom passed on mothers day of this year and she left an abusive relationship 4 months ago. I haven't heard from her since the 6th of this month. Silence makes me anxious since I've been blocked and ghosted without anyone saying anything and I believe I may be bipolar since I have depressive episodes after making mistakes and I get in my own head a lot now but that might because I'm in a small basement appartment (2 bedroom) with my family of 5 possibly 7 soon (eg of what I believe could be a bipolar episode. I broke a glass frame of a photo and thought the world would be better off without me) I thought that was normal until my Mom said my father has it and then tgings started to click. Today I got worried since Luna said she was depressed and alone (I know what it's like to feel like the only one even in a room full of people) so I got worried and tried getting a hold of her through insta. I made sure to let her know that I was just worried but I still feel awful. AITA?