Therapy Recommendations

Hi everyone ,
I am a 33 year old female and have been interested in therapy recommendations . I was emotionally abused (think black sheep) , raised by an emotionally absent mother and absent father , domestic violence household , heavily bullied in school and have never experienced romantic love.
I suffer with autoimmune disease, deep loneliness, sadness , and heavy self esteem issues.
I have tried talk/cbt therapy but I am very self aware and also feel like I need something more in depth that encompasses all of my issues. If anyone has any recommendations for therapists or types of therapy I would be so appreciative . I’m in CA.