Life feels a little bland

Lately life has been feeling really bland for me(Male) i still laugh and enjoy hanging out with friends for example but even then the place where we hang out(the street of a friend which is next to a small park) is not even fun anymore because police just keeps driving by and asking for id’s and writing us up that we all chill together while we literally just sit and talk we dont even smoke or yell and annoy people.

And i also started school again and that also has been boring because i dont really have friends in my class and lessons. Eventhough i asked to switch classes and they didn’t even reply to the email i send a month before school started till i sent another mail asking if they did anything and they just said no we still have to start looking into it while someone already switched from my (main)class to another. I know people in my class but its not like me and them are from the same neighbourhood or ethinicty you know we come from different backgrounds and the breaks(2 breaks, 1 is 15 minutes the other 30) are just everybody in the school standing in eachother because there is just no room to stand or sit.

At home i just doomscroll the whole day because im not allowed to game anymore and im just done with all the bullshit i see on social media.

I went on vacation for almost 6 weeks and it was really just boring i watched like 11 seasons intotal of different shows and i went to beaches and did some stuff with family but i just couldn’t get this feeling off of me that it all felt old. I really didnt feel like i fit in my family because it was mostly just me, 2 sisters, mother, grandma, aunt and 2 nieces. My brother was on his own adventures and my dad was mostly at his mothers and his side of the family. So yeah i really was with no one who was a little like me i wasn’t even with any men mostly.

So the only place i pretty much still enjoy is work. I work in a kebab/doner shop and i work in the kitchen and also do delivery’s and the delivering just does something to me it really just clears my mind i can just drive with music in with my only worry being that i just get to the address. I can just think clearly without anything annoying me while i feel the air moving past me and see the sun gradually setting as the hours go.

And i just dont know what to do because i know nothing is gonna change. I have changed myself or so have people(mostly old talking stages) told me. Im just waiting till i get my license. But what then?