Competitive is slowly draining my will to live

I’ve been playing 6v6 tank comp since the start of the season and it has been miserable. I haven’t touched OW in a minute so I thought I would be a little rusty. I definitely was a bit but for the most part I’ve been playing fairly well. Almost every game I’m either playing VERY good to atleast average with the once in a blue moon horrendous loss where the match lasts 3 minutes or something. For the past 5 days I’ve been on an insane losing streak. Technically it’s not a losing streak since I’ve won a game here and there but still. EVERY. MATCH. There is either a guy who refuses to swap even if it could literally win us the game. Leavers. Scared teammates that won’t try to walk up when I make a FOOTBALL FIELD worth of space or atleast get a pick or two. braindead monkeys that feed like their life depends on it. And so on and so forth. I was 1-2 games off Diamond and now I’m about to be emerald 4. I want to hang myself.