I was in the talking stage with a guy and I just blocked him in the span of 1 week 🫪🫪

I was actually texting this guy through a game app , and I felt that he was very respectful ,thts why when he asked for my insta account , I just gave him my account name and we started following each other . He seemed sweet , and after we started following each other , we called each other at night , and he was basically flirting with me. I liked him because of how respectful he was , and how he attentively listened to me (btw he is from a different country and he knows french and another language as his mother tongue which I won't specify) and he tried to teach me some french (tmi: i actually learnt French around 8 yrs ago but i forgot ) ,and I honestly liked it as we were getting to know abt each other's culture. That day he asked me to not cut the call , as he felt it was difficult to fall asleep ,he told me under my presence he could fall asleep. I told ok but still I was afraid to give my heart to someone when he told me to sleep with the call on , I was anxious and I wasn't able to sleep properly .I even called my frnd and told her tht I talked to this guy for like 5 to 6 hrs or so and I liked this guy and he is my type.

The next day , also the same happened , but he fell asleep in btw ,and he just was flirting a lot more and saw my insta picture and said he wants me and all , but I would just laugh it off because I wasn't sure if this would work , I wanted to be sure ,he also said he would take me to his country and all , but I have issues with my parents , my worry was if things got serious how would I face all these situations related to whether my parents would accept it or not ,and how serious he is abt it , to the point I had an anxiety attack . He says a lot of things like taking me to his country , abt his exes and how they hurt him( I dint wanna hurt him ,so I wanted to be sure before I had accepted my own feelings) , how I was attractive in his eyes( I have issues with how I see myself ,but him saying things made me feel confident ) and tht too I wanted to make sure what I was feeling was real .

He was honestly really sweet the first 2 days or so ,but afterwards on the 3rd day , he said he liked me , because I'm sweet ,so I asked what if I wasn't sweet anymore ,and he said tht I'm always sweet for him and all , afterwards I also confessed I liked him as well , but honestly I couldn't trust his words when he said he wanted to take me and all becoz he wasn't thinking stuffs practically and based on the situation ,so I explained my parents situation and all and what I was afraid of . I felt tht the first day he was a lot more different , he was attentively listening to me and also present in the convo but afterwards I felt tht even if I'm talking abt serious he just finds ways to flirt , I mean he is actively listening and not actually present I felt . Idk maybe thts when I started having abt things ,ig things would work btw us and he is 1 younger than me , he didn't seem tht matured enough for me , just felt like he's just some things up ,and he even told me tht he knew I dint believe in what he said and yaa thts true . Because I felt he wasn't thinking practically and I don't wanna keep it for later becoz later it would be a lot harder unless u fix ur mind .

I got yet another anxiety attack thinking abt all these stuffs , and I felt tht I'm just taking things so damn seriously , I asked him if we could slow down. And he said yaa coz we are not in a relationship. But uk what after confessing to each other , he asked me for a kiss (like making the kissing sound) but I wasn't comfortable ,so I told maybe later . Sso I was like why is this guy asking for stuff when we aren't even in a relationship, so I thought yaa since we are not in a relationship why am I breaking my mind over this ,I thought I needed to just cool down. (So actually we are texting everyday but it's not like I stopped texting but rather I just reduced the frequency ). He thought I was playing games with him (we had an argument through chat),so I told abt my situation anxiety abt all these stuffs and tht i dint wanna hurt him thts why lemme take some time to think this ,and at tht he was like ok.

And the days in between I dint actually call him becoz I thought he fell asleep , so I dint wanna disturb him , and also I felt this guy took a lot of time of mine like many hrs . And if I went out , he would ask me to not look at other guys and stuff s , I've told him tht I wasn't used to talking to guys and all , but idk he didn't believe me ig idk. And before I started talking to him , I had other issues as well , I was dealing with them as well , but when I tried to tell him either he won't listen and maybe fall asleep or maybe just start flirting with me.

And finally I felt tht maybe I wasn't ready for a new relationship , so I was planning on telling let's just stop talking maybe (becoz if we were still talking he would be hung up on me ) , but the day before and even earlier he asked me for a favour , he asked me for my account like the whole insta account so tht he can keep , I asked him why and he said he wanted to feel close with me ,initially I said no but tht day ,he asked me a lot and told me he won't do anything with the acc and he promised , so finally I gave into it . So at last I was planning on telling him abt not being ready for a relationship thing , i mean he might have read into my energy and maybe he felt off , he changed my bio or smtg and he posted some instants , actually I dint even know he changed these stuffs until I saw someone like it ,tht s when I came to know ,and I checked , thts when I got shocked , first 2 photo were of cats as we both liked cats but afterwards he posted like a photo of himself but not tht clearly but u could literally see a guy was in the photo , I've told him before abt posting stuffs on insta and how it would affect me if any of my classmates saw , and he legit went behind my back and wanted to show off tht I'm his when we legit don't even have a relationship , I felt tht this guy didn't respect my boundaries enough to just follow along with just his promises , I got so mad i got anxiety attack again and I just deleted the account in rage and blocked him from all other app even the app where we used to chat through games . Before deleting the account , I told him I was mad and I dint wanna talk to him or ever wanna see him or wanted anything from him.

He told me tht it's becoz of the energy I gave , yaa I understand maybe I gave him mixed signal but doesn't give u the right post stuffs , like atleast tell me what u did. I only came to know becoz one of my classmates liked it otherwise I wouldn't have known. He told me tht i dint have much to explain ( I dint have the energy to explain so I just said whatever and deleted the account . Because ik if I would explain he might just try to understand and stuff , but I felt tht things go anywhere so I just dint contact him after tht . And for ur info , this all happened in the span of 1 week 🫪🫪. Idk sometimes I feel tht I'm such a fool.