I don’t understand how people like being alive

I’m just here because I’m a chicken (I swear to god if someone says it’s because I’m brave or some bullshit imma lose what little sanity is left) Being alive the experience of being human is nothing but misery.

Day in and out the same thing only to amount to a pitiful so called life then I’m just supposed to die anyway I don’t get why I’m supposed to prolong thing until I’m 80. I really want to die I don’t want to end up disabled or something. So I’m just here a living zombie