i am really confused about myself ngl

So yo, i am a teen idk why but lately i have having these weird thoughts like overthinking of sorts like i am a guy right? but i wanna look cute....idk why, i am not gay most definetly i like girls but recently i just got attached to reading yaoi... and since then i have been thinking am i Bi? Confusing ik its just i sometimes feel like i whenever i am reading bl i always seem to picture myself as that soft guy just wondering myself in his shoes, i feel more excited reading these stories to normal romance stuff, Like idk man legit confused