I'm about to fucking crash out

A woman with a really beautiful voice is calling Hostel Guy on the phone, and they're talking like they're sooooo caring towards each other. She's on loudspeaker.

I'm going to fully crash out.

I feel like banging the fucking door and only coming back out when it's time to head home in 3 days.

I'm checking out. I don't think my nervous system can handle being jealous any more. I'm too old for this shit.

I mean I get it we've lived full lives, I'm close to 30 and he's close to 40 and ofcourse we'd have flings and people we've loved and people who love us but fuck this lady with the gorgeous voice is basically throwing herself at him. LIKE ME!

LIKE I'M THROWING MYSELF AT HIM.

I'm going to cut him off when I get home.