My mother hates me.

i am the middle child. i don't know what i do wrong sometimes. I am not always right and I agree that I can be absolutely stupid, but that's because I am human and i get that she is one too. My mother and I are alike , i am as social and extroverted as her and I think she hates me because she sees so much of her self in me. My older sister is alot like my dad and that is why my mom dislikes her aswell. My younger brother is well I will be honest the only boy and he is the youngest so I dont have to explain much on that.( I am not saying that the youngest or being male means always being the favourite, everyone has different experiences and opinions)

My mother never listens to me, it's like my opinions don't matter to her at all and she only listens to the things she wants to listen to. My mother's words cut so deep that they are scars that will never heal.

I know she hates me the most because my mother has never laid her hands on my sister or my brother in the past 5 years. She used to hit all of us but that was when we were all young.Ever since we have become older she stopped, but never with me. Never in the past 5 years has she not hit me. The worst part is people have it so much worse and I hate the fact that I dwell on this but I do.

I still remember the last time she hit me so vividly as I begged her to stop. When i went to complain to my sister she didn’t believe that my mother would even lay a single finger on me and that was the was when I realised it. She doesn't like me. I know she loves me and has done alot for my entire family. But she wil never like me, there will not be a week on this planet when we don't fight. There won't be a day where she hasn't brought tears to my eyes.

The difference you and me is that I apologize for my mistakes.