Life is shit

19M. Currently studying bachelors. Lots of hobbies. Lots of responsibilities. Lots of work and no free fkin time.

I study morning college and work during the day. Arrive home at around 4, I want to work regularly at my hobbies and studies.

It's not that I'm bad at my hobby, it's my current source of income tbh.

Tara kina ho Ghar aune bittikai k huncha k huncha.

Kei garna man lagdaina.

Rati nidra ni lagdaina. 12 bajhe sutera 5 bajhe utchu.

Na padhai ramro vairacha nata Aru kunai kaam.

It's like I'm walking a path that has no end point. No fixed destination. No clear direction.

Does it get easier or will I get used to it.