I need help

I am a stay at home mom to two beautiful little girls. I have smoked weed for the last 21 years daily - unless I was pregnant.

I need to quit, my lungs hurt, I don’t even get high anymore because I’m smoking every 2 hours. I keep saying I’m more fun when I smoke but it’s starting to be the other way around.
Quick to temper, anxiety through the roof (when it used to help).

The girls deserve better. I fall asleep hating myself for not being strong enough to quit everyday. I also have a severe ED and endometriosis which I find the grass helps with the pain but for my children I have to quit.

I can’t tell family or friends how bad it is as I’m ashamed.