I casted my first spell and I need advice

So I casted a spell (my very first one) which was the honey/sugar spell. I saw it on TikTok and gave it a try afterwards I thought that it was fake and thought that I needed a different more powerful spell so I found the perfume or cologne spell in my case, though since I didn’t know much about spells, I ended up folding the paper away from me, which causes the opposite of what I wanted, but around 30 minutes after I cast the spell I ended up reopening the paper and racing her name and shredding up the paper and throwing it away and basically putting my attention down to the world that I take that one back because the sugar spell was enough, and that said my intentions clearly, and I then realized that buy me folding that paper away I was actually doing the opposite of what I wanted was trying to bring this person closer to me I know love spells in obsession spells are very powerful and now I have to research that they go wrong a lot so I went to one of my friends and she gave me an egg cleanse and I’m telling you just about 30 minutes after this egg cleanse I get a message of her asking me to go delete every picture we have together of us just being friends because people at work were assuming things about us and she found it annoying I then asked her aren’t we friends and she was like I never said we weren’t. I just don’t want you having pictures of me and you together which is really odd because during our egg cleanse we were cleansing myself obviously and getting rid of bad omens or people who would have an evil eye over me and I don’t understand what’s going on. I don’t know if it’s because I folded the paper away or it was the egg cleanse. I don’t know if I actually was able to take back that spell and I don’t know how to fix it. I really enjoyed my friendship with this person, and I did have a crush on them and I still do and their feelings were mutual to my knowledge. I also know that she's an avoidant, but the whole situation just really hurt my feelings because she ultimately was ashamed to be friends with me from what it seemed like and it just doesn't make sense that this happened 30 minutes after the egg cleanse when before I did, the egg cleanse me her and another one of our mutual friends were all in a group call and she did seem annoyed about the people at work, making assumptions about us, but not to the point that she asks me to delete every single picture we have together and goes far enough to go TikTok and take down all the TikTok that she made in my house or in my car. I just really need some advice or help.