I want to know myself better and being independent is the only way i know

I am starting to feel that I wanted to be alone. I am thinking that I am starting to give time to myself and get to know myself more. To reflect on things that I've been through and discern on what i rlly wanted. I am surrounded by the people who supposed to take care of me but I don't feel that they can. I felt like I can take care and love myself better than they can.

Do you guys think that it is a better idea if I travel alone? or rent a space then start living alone? trying to be independent