I(32M) worked so hard for it

I went through a traumatic childhood which led me to find woman that were similar to my family dynamics. They all ended up cheating on me. Swore off relationships and got fat over three years so I wouldn’t fall into the trap of a relationship. The last three years though? Intensive therapy and a gym membership.

Now I’m fit, mentally happy, and enjoying life. After a while I finally downloaded the dating apps and within two weeks found somebody compatible and things are going well… but I can’t stop swiping. I can’t stop meeting up with different woman. I worked so hard on my looks, my emotional availability, my conversational skills… I just enjoy having fun and talking even if we don’t meet up.