college main downfall hona normal hai kya

in school i was super active in classes, used to answer every question, used to study. WAS SMART. i was the school topper. ab toh it feels like everything is going in the opposite direction. i’m blank in class, no good societies are taking me, even the ones where i thought i would really fit in. i’m just so confused. these societies make you feel like shit man. they give you these tasks which you’ve never done in your life and assume you to be amazing at. college life sucks so hard. i’m so lost and i want to go back