It’s unsent because I’m afraid

I wish I knew how things were from your perspective so I can represent the situation correctly. If you saw a friendship, where I saw a relationship.. could you tell me your perspective? I want to honor you and make sure I’m listening to how you saw it as well. Maybe now is when I ask the question I’ve wondered for an entire year: and if you don’t want to answer me right now that’s okay too. But just know, I’m genuinely curious. I think that would help me better commit to what I think to be true. Either way I’ve found healing, but this is something I think I’ve been afraid to ask so it remains unsent 🙃