Second or third time a guy has cheated saying they missed having a woman who climaxes during sex

Hi, I’m almost 41. I apologize if this post doesn’t really fit the purpose of this group. I’ve had quite a few sexual partners over the year and every single guy tells me I’m the only woman who’s never come from penetration. Yes I’ve had pelvic floor therapy. Yes, I’m on hormones. I just dated someone for 18 months and he said he kept being unfaithful because the hottest thing to him ever is a woman orgasming from penetration. Yesterday was the first time he told me this so. I’m just horrified and maybe this is what I needed to give up on relationships completely. He’s not the first guy that was unfaithful and told me that this was a motivating factor. I’m just seeing if anyone can relate to this. I’m going through all the posts again just to see if there’s anything I can glean. I just feel eviscerated at this point.