The dairy of a broken man 1.

The undiluted sadness I feel everytime I speak, see, or hear from you, has broken somthing inside of me all over again, I have tried my hardest and sacrificed so much time trying to understand and move past the damage that was done, you shattered not just my heart but my soul also, I have no words to say that could even come close to convey the pain that was done, or the emotional damage that was caused, I am empty, alone, and broken in the dark, shattered, Broken, discarded, a forma shell of the person I believed i was and wished to be, regrets, demons, demands, regrets they follow me, my demons lie to me, demands brake me, death while living, death while loving, death wishing he'd take me, empty, alone, broken,