Finally Taking the Step

Going to my first AA meeting tonight. I have never had a good relationship with alcohol. Sometimes I've been ok with alcohol but when things get rough, our relationship goes over the rails and I lose control.

I'm not having fun at all in this relationship. I'm using it to numb bad feelings but they come back worse when I sober up.

Booze, we need to go no contact for life. I know the road ahead isn't going to be perfect but since forever I knew one day I'd have to say goodbye. I'm hoping going to AA can help me look ahead instead of numbing the pain from the past.

I'm going though.... in 11 hours the meeting starts I told my family and friends I'm doing this. No backing down, miss meow