I cried while making this

14F Even though I consider myself pretty average, I feel like I constantly stand out against my will. I’m not rude, I talk clearly, I smile and laugh a lot. I also actively participate in group settings like a normal human being. I even take insults and change subjects and play it cool it's usually a good save, yet people constantly label me as quiet or shy, and adults are always invading my personal space and asking uncomfortable questions like who my friends are. The truth is, I’m a loner, but I don’t understand why everyone can somehow tell or why they care so much. People talk behind my back, but because they act super nice to my face, I can't call them out without looking like the asshole. I fucking hate passive aggressiveness. I've been labeled this my whole life people kinda brainwashed me even tho I functioned normally, but I believed them anyway cuz everyone was saying it. I'm literally so bubbly there's other quiet kids in school but they don't get harrassed like me.