I 21m developed a troubling kink

So it's been years now and I've gotten in love with taking professional nudes as a female mentor taught me, since then it has been really troubling because I don't live alone anymore and my country isn't as open minded this stuff could get me in jail, but I loved showing off and being risky.

So this One time I was having fun in the roof and getting some sun in, suddenly I felt like I was being watched and then I saw there was a hole in the wall and a neighbor girl was watching and she hid instantly, I got so h some kept going and did a small workout, then I got inside and I kept being a nudist when no one's at home at the same place and forgot the windows open when I shot my nudes till I saw it was the neighbors mom and her little son and daughter saw me do that, I felt awkward and scared that they'll tell on me, I ignored and since then I developed a kink of being watched while doing acts, and it hasn't been well since then.