I have fantasies about my friend and he doesn’t know

I (f24) have recurring fantasies about my friend (m24) fucking me, and he doesn’t know. I play with my pussy a lot after we talk and he doesn’t know either. My pussy gets so wet when I think about him and when he texts me. I try to not think about accidentally sending my nudes. I don’t think I’ll ever tell him. One of my favorite things to fantasize about is him eating my pussy out while my friends are around and we don’t care at all…I’d get naked for him and do whatever he wanted me to do. He opens up my legs and rub my pussy, finger me slow and deep while he rubs and sucks on my tits until my nipples get hard. I often imagine him fucking me raw, he fucks me so good and hard in front of my friends and they watch him put a load of cum in my pussy.

I also dream about my tits being free use for him, letting him touch and play with them when he feels like it. Taking them out and sucking them when he’s not feeling well or having a bad day. Him telling me to leave my clothes off and get ready for him, or making me wear things that don’t cover anything on me at all. I have fantasies about him cumming in my pussy a lot, mostly, accidental but making it so hot..it’s like his first few times being inside me he can’t help it and he didn’t even realize he was cumming until it came out of me.

Sometimes I do want to tell him how badly I want him to fuck me but there’s nothing he can do if he wanted to. We are long distance unfortunately