DAE feel like the peace of being alone outweighs the constant disappointment of trying to find your people?

i remember being a loner and wanting nothing more than to find my people.

i almost had it all, only to be let down by the very people I trusted.

i’ve had so many disappointments with friendships that now i don’t know if I desire them at all.

every once in a while, i’ll find myself wanting a friend or two. but is the disappointment worth the energy?

i feel like this might be an immature way of thinking. i am okay with just having acquaintances for now. maybe someday i’ll change my mind, but right now, i just don't know.