advice pleaseeeee

I have been doing a lot of research, and trying to understand and navigate how to stay consistent and I feel like there is a high bar that you have to reach in order to even get followers or better yet subscribers.

I'm trying to figure out what to start my pricing at since I am new, no one knows me, but I don't want to give the juicy content away for free or next to nothing. I believe I am worth more than that. I may not be toothpick skinny or have flawless skin lol so I feel like now that content creating is blowing up, I have to compete with gorgeous women. I know every man has their own likes and dislikes but I have these fears in my head I won't make any money, no one will like my content, or I will get hate comments or be made fun of

And I am a stay at home mom, my daughters are 13 & 4, my 4 year old was just diagnosed with Autism so I am limited on jobs I can work, if they aren't flexible with me on scheduling. So I decided I wanted to try content creating. I want to boost self confidence and feel I deserve to feel sexy and wanted. I just need some help getting started!!!