I am so tired of constant stress

I write this out of pure anger I just blocked my whole family and my junkie mom has caused me so much trauma in my life that is the reason I’m on disability if I had anything nice to say I would have said it but they are not good people, she has done nothing but insult me my whole life which it’ll be difficult to heal from. She has joint bank account that it goes to and she STOLE/Transfered 1000$ out of my back pay and now she is kicking me out my mom is nothing more than an abusive narc who only wants to control shit. she HURTS my animals and my scapegoat brother because I refuse to let them abuse me any longer he is responsible for 3 of my girl dogs dying and he slammed my 3 lb yorkie I recorded from the stairs on the ground because she was in the house he started yelling so I knew something wasn’t right and they like to keep them outside in the heat. it’s why my girl dogs died he locked them in a shed and I cried for days after I fucking hate them my mom seen me as a slave growing up and she still tries to control me i did everything for her I used to make her 3 meals a day and whenever she asked me to do a chore it turned into the whole day of me doing favors for her and she turns around the next day and says that I don’t do anything around the house I feel she has wasted my time. she is very disrespectful towards me she gets mad at me she has done meth for over 10 years and it changes her makes her more angry as a person, I needed to get out of my environment anyways but I have nowhere to go because of abuse has isolated me from everyone I don’t have a plan I just don’t ever want my baby to go through this and I will teach them to stand up for theirselves no matter what it’s a lesson that would have helped me if she wasn’t so busy trying to prove a point and control. This situation is bad right now because she is kicking me out because my brother who threatened me and the baby he hit me and insulted me and he tells on every little thing I do so my mom can scream at me making it so unbearable for me that I have to leave I fucking hate him I haven’t did anything but isolate myself and there is still problems because they are high and trying to bother me and I’m pregnant and sober I will teach my daughter to always stand up for herself I don’t understand why she tries to push me down the wrong path but I’ve reached a breaking point