idk i feel more suicidal and more depressed with each passing day

so i took admission recently got good percentile and in good city and mid college not too good or too bad but something i dont feel right

i dont feel like doing anything cant even talk with parents or siblings for more than a minute, no friends left to talk to or hangout with

i just 24/7 doomscroll or watch some movies honestly i dont even now want to watch reels or stuff

hmm tired what is even meaning of life left for people like me everyone just sounds same these days yappping about same things and act fake all day

period.

sorry if any of my words or grammer is incorrect i dont usually post or type this long