Feeling insecure about my sexuality?

For some reason, I orgasm watching men in porn so much easier than when watching lesbians. It frustrates me, because I come across wlw videos that really turn me on, but for some reason reaching climax is so much more timely compared to watching straight vids. It’s not even that I’m watching the women, I’m actively imagining myself being penetrated. Despite feeling like a lesbian…

In real life, women turn me on allll the time. I recently had a hookup where I just reached a complete flow state, I could’ve gone down on her for hours with nothing but enthusiasm.

I have also enjoyed sex with men, but it’s less immersive and I often just wish they’d hurry up and climax, particularly when I’m recording no pleasure. The polar opposite of my experiences with women. Hence my feeling like a lesbian. Yet, in fantasy, it’s much easier for me to cum over men.

Does anyone share this experience? Or have an explanation? I find this back and forth super frustrating