I have one fake obc ncl and real obc ncl but now i want to renew my certificate

I applied renewal of my old obc ncl certificate on feb 3 2026 with all the valid documents with proper income certificate(my dad is on gov job, class C servant) and gave the memorandum to the tahsildar after that I told my father about it and he told me that i won't be eligible flr obc ncl since his income is above 8lpa so he himself went on and faked his occupation as s farmer and showed land record of our village and applied for an entirely new certificate om date sround feb 7 or feb 8. But after few months I got to know that the obc ncl which I applied on feb 3 has been issued successfully and the certificate that my father has applied on feb 7 has also been issued. But for JEE mains registration i refused to fill that fraudulent obtained certificate (I don't want to destroy my career and my life with such things) instead i used the legitimate obc ncl certificate which I made. But due to fear and anxiety of legal consequences I have been overthinking and living in anxiety for moths and had taken drop for JEE (am still anxious about that fake certificate thing). my april attempt was wasted I couldn't study properly on those last months due to this fear and anxiety of legal consequences.

So as now I have taken a drop I have to fill JEE registration form again on October and they will only accept obc ncl certificate issued after april 1 2026 for JEE mains 2027 and now need obc ncl certificate again and like which one to renew again or should I apply for entirely new certificate again??? I don't want to waste my life due to some reckless thing my father did. He told me about his act later in s very casual way.

What should I do now ? registration will start again next months Should I renew my obc certificate??? which one to renew the recent one(feb 7) or the other one(feb 3). I heard that caste certificate are linked to aadhar card too all this things are scaring the shit out of me. I cannot study properly because of this constant thoughts. Should I try to apply for entirely new one obc ncl? If i don't get any soIution will apply as general for JEE mains 2027.

Please help I am in serious trouble